Your love; it's soul captivating <3

12.7.05
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whee! ok. i'm not going to apologise for the last entry because it was too depressing or whatever but all i've gotta say now is that now i am so much happier! :)

i feel so loved.
and so blessed!

i wanna thank all these sweet people:
bel: for being the first psn to wish me happy birthday yesternite at 11.45. haha! she's even cute enough to apologise for not being able to spend today with me. :)
bren: thanks darling! got a bit of a shock when i saw ur msg, you were still up at 3+ in the morn! haha! sleep more!!
chers: for buying me a guns and roses cd and for going thru the most unimaginable way possible to make it a wanted surprise. "i wanted to buy a cd and i trust ur taste" eh?
ally: for singing me that cute birthday song! arh! so sweet! write me the lyrics so i wont forget it! :)
aud and sophia: omgoodness! haha! they win the prize for the most creative present! 2 oranges!! to signify my "love for orange and bounciness"! XD
yunlin and hongyi: for specially writing me notes. thanks yawl! :)
trees and elisa: simply for being so sweet
and everyone else in 4/9.

still havent heard from them.. but its ok..

mann. thank you God for blessing me with all the great and wonderful and happiness-inducing things in life. amen.

yay!

go to, then; your considerate stone.
4:15 PM
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7.7.05
masquerade
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there's no one i can talk to
no one with time to listen
not even my mum

seriously
maybe i'm just stupid
and dense
and totally totally blind
insensitve
whatever

cant anyone just give me a break?

i try to meet everyone's expectations but all i seem to achieve is a deep frown and
the most cutting,
"NO! I CAN'T SEE THAT YOU"RE TRYING YOUR BEST!"

well, are u around to see me try?

and YOU. i dont get it. you seem to take offense at everything i say.
for someone who is not exactly remotely very good friends with me you surprisingly take up quite a lot of my entries.

but anyways,
i am starting to become numb to all stimulus. i've decided i shall just brush anything that hurts aside.

the more you see, the less you know
the more you know, the less you feel

go to, then; your considerate stone.
11:05 AM
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Et toutes mes peines
Child of God. 12th July 1989. RjcanYeist! 1/2 of Pundits of Pun. TIME Person of the Year 2006 ;) Orange! B&J's Chunky Monkey! Dark chocolates! Sleeping in on rainy days! Attention span of 600 goldfishes.

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